Kicker
Charmaine Chow Zhiwei wants her life to be colourful finally, 13!
Marymount Convent School
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School

LOVES
&; bestfriends! <3
&; 6G'06
&; 1Grace '07
&; friends
&; family

HATES
!@#$; bastards
!@#$; bitches
!@#$; betrayers
!@#$; losers

WISH
maintain in Normal Acad stream
good grades for EOY
superman t-shirt
that slip on sneakers from Aldo
other coloured skinnies
a vest
that puma/adidas jacket
more allowance
to be happy forever
to be pimples free
to slim down
to rebond my hair (again)
1gb memory card
try to love Band

not to get moodswings
more privacy
more freedom
my handphone back
hair to be less dry
good grades
a jumper
everyone to buy class tee
the tee from Far East
more tees
more shoes/flats/flip flops
skinny jeans
jacket/sweater/cardigan

sidekicks
1Grace '07
Abigail
Clarissa
Chee Cheng
Cherie
Cheryl
Deanne
Elaine
Emily
Felix
Germaine
Jaselyn
Jeff
Jolyn
Kathleen
Katrina
Lee Chien
Lepinky
Lindi, cousin
Mingli
Pauline
Sabrina
Seewei
Seow Yi
Siew Woon
Sherylyn
Shirlene
Stacy
Welyn

messages

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skin by heroine
Friday, May 18, 2007
walk away.


I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Yeah, I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me

Yeah, you're gonna remember me boo
I'm gonna remember you too
I can't forget all the crazy shh we used to do
You was doing too much, I wasn't doing enough
That's what your friends say, you got a man anyway
I can't explain them either, I don't wanna leave ya
Hell yeah, it's hard to walk away when I see you
When I see you I remember when the day
You put your shoes on before and moved on before I could say

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
I guess I'd call it show of affection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
And scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know you like to play PS2
'Til 6 in the morning like I do

I can't explain this feeling (yeah)
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on (uh huh)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
Walk away
(Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
I can't forget how we used to be

I guess I have to live my life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
I know I tell myself not to be afraid to move on
But it seems I can't
Though my new man is giving me attention
But it ain't the same as your affection
I know that I should be content
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

Does he kiss me on my forehead
Before we lay
Show up on my doorstep
With a bouquet
Does he feel me in the middle of the day
Just to say baby I love you like you used to

I can't explain this feeling (I can't explain) (yeah)
I think about it everyday (everyday)
And even though we've moved on (moved on) (uh huh)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
Walk away (walk away)
(Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away, yeah
I can't forget how we used to be

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
The things we did, the way we share our fantasies
Just you and me, my friend, my love, my family
How did we lose the love that was meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her, wish that it was you that I'm kissin'
Sometimes I miss him, wish that it was you that I'm missin'
Sometimes I hug her, wish that it was you that I'm huggin'
And I realize how much I'm buggin
I miss you

So how do I express this feeling
'Cause nobody compares to you
And you know that she'll never love you like I do

(Yeah) I can't explain this feeling (uh huh)
I think about it everyday (everyday) (yeah)
And even though we've moved on (yeah)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
I can't forget how we used to be

(I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Forever you will live in my memory
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me)
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday (everyday)
And even though we've moved on (moved on)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away (walk away)
(Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
I can't forget how we used to be

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me


okay, today was especially fun, best fridays ever!
in the morning had assembly, yadayadayada, gave out the stupid prizes.
kept making fun of wang ting's english!
had housekeeping, shit, forgot to sign my form for the class outing. D:
i lent edmund & siew woon $2.


then had pe! omg, uber fun!
we played some game then you have to be flexible & all that crazy stuff.
then had maths, mr ng was damn what la!
he scolded me cause i was listening to mp3, hey, what's the problem man?!


then had recess, was super duper hungry cause i had pe!
then ate & talked then went back to class.
had science, damn funny la!
we kept talking back to jerry lee.
he confiscated chee cheng's handphone & she cried.
he's so smelly can?! i went to say "teacher, very smelly!"
referring to the sulphur & iron being burnt & his smell.
GOSH, it's disgusting, don't even wanna think about it.


then had chinese, then kept making fun of jingjie (NKF)
aiyah, it's kinda of an inside joke.
only me, jingjie, yuan zheng, edmund & siew woon know.
then had chapel, walao, wan nah lim went to my place & stared at me cause i was bullying siew woon! LOL.
then stayed back in school for 2.4km run.
ran like crazy, & finally passed!
then went to j8 with cheryl, germaine, kathleen, felix & i.
ate dinner over there then went home.

Do you see how much I need you right now?