today was fun! i actually liked today.
so in the morning, germaine came to my house & we went to macs to meet seewei & shirlene.
met seewei @ interchange. met shirlene, shuting & qianwen @ macs.
then we talked alot then left j8 at around 8.45.
took a bus to school, we were almost late.
so had boring assembly, today was NPCC day.
seewei forgot to bring his NPCC uniform.


had lessons. maths was uber boring, as usual!
had recess! -grins- was quite fun. (i forgot what we did)
then had english. ms joyce scold till she was happy.
had D&T! stacy & yiran transferred class.
so left me, tricia & premela (the nerdas) ugh.
then talked to royce (pervert), young teck & seewei for the whole lesson.
then wanted to skip band, but alvin stopped us from skipping band.


i feel like qutting band.
the stress is killing me.
today when they opened the book for the clarinet fingerings, i got a headache.
sometimes, band is super boring. no offence though.
but i had quite alot of fun in band today.
& yes, i have a new nickname.
lan jiao + vagina = langina.
gosh, so crazy.


then after band, we bused to prime to eat dinner.
so we ate & talked.
borrowed money from cheryl to eat & take a cab home.
came home, mom called me to eat again!
i'm so full, not going to eat.
i'm planning to watch pirates of the carribean, shrek 3 & harry potter!
someone, watch those movies with me!
i've become a movie freak recently!


of course there are reasons for me not to quit band.
the people & how much fun i have there.
when i watched the 9pm show, i had someone on my mind.
i really can't get him off my mind.
the tension is rising.
more band practices for the sec 1s.
no more going out on mondays & thursdays.
i'll miss that.


i really can't forget about you, no matter how hard i try.
i find you really cute & all,
but you say you like someone else.
if you don't like me, why do you ask about me?
i really like you, i swear.
but how do i confess?
i'm afraid of rejection. D:
you're not my ex.
but when i sit beside you in chapel, i can't help but realise you're there.
is it obvious i like you?
i really don't know what to do.