i've edited my emo post. if you've read it, good for you.
if you didn't how sad! ):



"everything seemed okay when i started out the other day, then the rain came pouring down & now i'm drowning in my fears. 'cause everybody tries to put some love on the line. & everybody feels a broken heart sometimes. & even when i'm scared i have to try to fly."
these lyrics are damn meaningful right?! these walls - teddy geiger[:


"beauty queen of only 18 she has some trouble with herself. & she will be loved, & she will be loved. i wanna make her feel beautiful."
this one is okay la, makes me think of the past though! she will be loved - maroon 5[:



"i've got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby. gone without a sound. i'm the first to fall, last to know, where'd you go? now i'm heels over head, i'm hanging upside down. i've got a first class ticket to a night all alone. & now i'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be."
this song really makes me think through. heels over head - boys like girls[:



"it's too late baby there's no turning around. i never thought you break me apart, i keep a sinister smile & a hole in my heart. you wanna get inside, you can get in line but not this time. 'cause you caught me off guard, now i'm running & screaming. i feel like a hero & you are my heroine. i'll just take a deep breath & look into your eyes. this is how i feel & it's so surreal."
i think this song damn sweet k! hero heroine - boys like girls[:



"your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. you're unlike any other, you'll always be my thunder. & i said your eyes are thr brightest of all the colours, i don't ever love another 'cause you'll always be my thunder."
another sweet song la =X thunder - boys like girls[:



"do you know how it feels like, loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. do you know it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. i'm gonna love you, i'm gonna love you." do you know (the ping pong song) - enrique iglesias[:



"nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet as what i can't have. tonight i'm not afraid to tell you, what i feel about you. i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have & cannonball into the water. i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have for you i will, for you i will. forgive me if i stutter from all of the clutter in my head. cause i could fall asleep in those eyes, like a waterbed. do i seem familar? i've crossed you in hallways a thousand times. no more camouflage, i wanna be exposed & not be afraid to fall. you always want you can't have, but i've got to try. if i could dim the lights in the mall & create a mood, i would shout out your name so it echos in every room, i would. that's what i'd do. that's what i'd do. to get through you, yeah."
this song is damn nice k! the lyrics also damn sweet la, the sweetest ever k! for you i will - teddy geiger[:



anyway, i am so fine right now. get this straight - i'm over you & you're over me.
as simple as A-B-C! we're not right for each other i guess.
& there are a thousand better guys out there, excluding you. that's what many people say.
maybe it was wrong of me to reminisice about the past. i shall stop that now, until i meet someone i love the most. :D
i've thought about us, i don't even think we can survive as best friends, let alone being a couple?!
wishful thinking, wishful thinking charmaine. maybe friends, yes. not best friends.
i hope you guys don't think this is E-M-O! hahahahaha, i'm a happy kid.


BACK TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS :D


hmm, yeah. i shall talk about my day right?! right :D
i'm back to my oh-so-hyper-self & hardly-emo-except-for-special-reasons-self.
oh ya, got one song by FOB to recommend (sp?) to you. maybe two!
the carpal tunnel of love - FOB & if you like P!ATD, you should like one & only - timbaland feat FOB.
k, enough crapping now. slept around 12 or 1 last night, super tired.
fell asleep while watching tv. i remembered my mom made me super pissed.
when i was asleep & we were watching tv, all of us (me, mom & sister) were all sleeping already. when mom wanted to sleep, she turned off the lights & i didn't have a chance to pack my bed before i slept. i got so goddamn angry till i stomped to the light & went to one them again =X
tantrums? yes.


woke up around 8.45 thanks to miss germaine ong.
she came over so early just cause she wanted songs to be put into her phone before she went to school -.- she left around 9.20.
couldn't sleep no more so i played the computer till around 2+, stopped & went over to j8 to meet seewei & shirlene. met seewei at the interchange, then called shirlene to ask where the hell was she.
IN THE END, she & stacy fucking wanted to go to fareast & made me come j8 for no fucking reason. got so pissed everytime when they talked to me, i answered back rudely.
if you were me, wouldn't you get pissed? i would.
forget it then, chee cheng came to meet seewei & i at macs. ate then brenda (sec 3 councillor) came to find us.
she came with two guys, i think one's from KCP, he has curly hair & the other is from FTPSS. both my sister & my school :O
then went over to funland, watched they all play & played a game or two. at first was damn scared of the guy in FTP one, cause his hair was dyed purple, spiked it & had piercings all over man.
but realised he's damn nice & funny! talked to him then he said his school was FTP, then i said "same as my sister" then i told him who was my sister. then he said ask her if she know me. i think his name is raj or something like that. he says my sister should know him cause he everytime kena public caning -.-
seewei did something damn funny man! when seewei was behind that guy, he went to touch his hair, LOL!



then seewei & i left funland cause we had to go home then the rest followed brenda.
seewei went to change while i bought mooshake from MOS! :D took 56 home with seewei.
came home, edited this post & tadaaaahhh! it's 5pm, just on time :D