Kicker
Charmaine Chow Zhiwei wants her life to be colourful finally, 13!
Marymount Convent School
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School

LOVES
&; bestfriends! <3
&; 6G'06
&; 1Grace '07
&; friends
&; family

HATES
!@#$; bastards
!@#$; bitches
!@#$; betrayers
!@#$; losers

WISH
maintain in Normal Acad stream
good grades for EOY
superman t-shirt
that slip on sneakers from Aldo
other coloured skinnies
a vest
that puma/adidas jacket
more allowance
to be happy forever
to be pimples free
to slim down
to rebond my hair (again)
1gb memory card
try to love Band

not to get moodswings
more privacy
more freedom
my handphone back
hair to be less dry
good grades
a jumper
everyone to buy class tee
the tee from Far East
more tees
more shoes/flats/flip flops
skinny jeans
jacket/sweater/cardigan

sidekicks
1Grace '07
Abigail
Clarissa
Chee Cheng
Cherie
Cheryl
Deanne
Elaine
Emily
Felix
Germaine
Jaselyn
Jeff
Jolyn
Kathleen
Katrina
Lee Chien
Lepinky
Lindi, cousin
Mingli
Pauline
Sabrina
Seewei
Seow Yi
Siew Woon
Sherylyn
Shirlene
Stacy
Welyn

messages

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skin by heroine
Friday, June 29, 2007
that mercy call.

never again will i love you, never again will i miss you, never again will i kiss you.


i haven't posted for one day, haha. & i really don't feel like posting 'cause negative thoughts are running through my mind right now ):
those memories of you & me are playing like a film without sound. i don't understand why i cried for you when we broke up k.
you treated me like a piece of shit, only sometimes you would be nice & of course, i liked that very much. i don't understand, why i can't get over you even though you left me for her & it shows very clearly we aren't meant for each other.
but this makes me love you; even more ):


anyway, enough about the emo part. i really don't think i'm fine.
i can't wait for school to reopen - so that i can pour out my tears on stacy lim. i am really not fine!


YESTERDAY;
went to felix house & the first time he cook maggi mee(:


TODAY;
met cheryl at bus-stop at 7 & she told me chee cheng wasn't coming, so we headed towards j8. went to macs for bfast.
felix came then we went off to brice's house. reached there, germaine was standing outside.
waited damn long until the ah ma opened the house door. she nag nag then come inside the room & see what we doing on the computer.
then clarence, germaine & brice cabbed down to thomson to play lan @ downtime.
cheryl & felix came to my house & watched slither. cooked maggi for him again -.-
he kept scaring me in the movie, dumb fuck. then cheryl went to meet benj.
we both bused to downtime at thomson there to meet brice. they came on the bus then took one whole big round to j8(:


caught Fantastic Four: Rise Of The Silver Surfer again, for the second time. was pretty boring la.
slept in the movie & felix cried cause he got punched in the eye by brice. after that, clarence went home.
brice & felix went into the arcade then germaine & i went to eat. bought her friend's present.
went to funland for a little while, then slacked at NTUC, brice & germaine came to my house.
bathed while they played the comp then germaine went home, bused to thomson & brice walked to somewhere.
saw jillian at the bus-stop, talked to her in the bus then when i alighted, i saw young teck -.-


went to work later on, kept frying stuff from 5 - 7 for $20, good work lor me(:
finished working around 7.30 then bused back home.

Do you see how much I need you right now?