But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you & me

she betrays me & tell my secrets to him & he tells him. it just happens the first him i mentioned is a guy i really really really hate.
anyway, i've made up my mind on who i like *secret* but..
he likes her. she doesn't know but he knows i like him but he doesn't like me. irony, isn't it? (:
but i've made up my mind to forget about you. because you are really not worth it.
why can't you show concern to me openly? why do you have to do it privatley?
is it embarassing to be my friend? i don't think so.
so why can't we just be best friends?! & your attitidue to me really pisses me off.
you don't even give a damn when i'm talking to you. i don't even think i'm really being treated like a friend.
you don't treat me the way i treat you, isit worth it? i think Young Teck, Joshua & the rest treats me better than you do (sometimes)
yes, i enjoy the sweet & funny times i spent with you. but yet, i can't help but think i broke you & your girlfriend up.
i'm sorry for falling for you. becaus everyone i fall in love with, is a wrong choice.
you know why i pick such immature guys? it's because i know no one will ever love me for who i am, except some people.
but you *secret* sometimes treat me more like a maid, instead of a friend!
you called me a maid infront of so many people, i don't mind. but don't you even care about me?
when i broke wth him, i knew you cared. but is this the care & concern i want?
i want us to be more than friends, not bestfriends.
forget it, we'll just be friends then (:

I FEEL SO EMO CAN?!

I STILL LOVE MYSELF THOUGH.

& I ENJOY BULLYING TAN YOUNG TECK!