Kicker
Charmaine Chow Zhiwei wants her life to be colourful finally, 13!
Marymount Convent School
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School

LOVES
&; bestfriends! <3
&; 6G'06
&; 1Grace '07
&; friends
&; family

HATES
!@#$; bastards
!@#$; bitches
!@#$; betrayers
!@#$; losers

WISH
maintain in Normal Acad stream
good grades for EOY
superman t-shirt
that slip on sneakers from Aldo
other coloured skinnies
a vest
that puma/adidas jacket
more allowance
to be happy forever
to be pimples free
to slim down
to rebond my hair (again)
1gb memory card
try to love Band

not to get moodswings
more privacy
more freedom
my handphone back
hair to be less dry
good grades
a jumper
everyone to buy class tee
the tee from Far East
more tees
more shoes/flats/flip flops
skinny jeans
jacket/sweater/cardigan

sidekicks
1Grace '07
Abigail
Clarissa
Chee Cheng
Cherie
Cheryl
Deanne
Elaine
Emily
Felix
Germaine
Jaselyn
Jeff
Jolyn
Kathleen
Katrina
Lee Chien
Lepinky
Lindi, cousin
Mingli
Pauline
Sabrina
Seewei
Seow Yi
Siew Woon
Sherylyn
Shirlene
Stacy
Welyn

messages

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skin by heroine
Friday, August 17, 2007
& why we were meant to be

too much secrets, lies & jealousy.
i'm jealous i'm not as pretty as Stacy.
i'm jealous i'm not as rich as Kathleen.
i'm jealous i'm not even half of Yiran.
i'm jealous of almost everybody & everything.
Stacy suddenly told me during PE "i now don't like you." what kind of friend is this la?
she keep sticking to Yiran is my fault ar? then i caught in the middle, my fault ar?
somemore during Maths class take out your black spaghetti stripe tshirt, walao eh, so low cut you still dare wear?
13 years old only lor. then i tell her straight to her face last time that it is too low-cut & can see her bra, my fault ar?
whatever i do to Stacy, is my fault. it's never her fault k!
then is always i must say sorry, why she cannot sometimes say sorry one?
why must Kathleen always be the one waiting downstairs your house? why you cannot wait?then why you cannot wake up eariler? so you meaning all thse things is Kathleen's fault?
you fold your skirt short short, half of your thighs, ya, we know you skinny, but it's really damn short!
then everytime use that tone of voice, you don't feel sick i feel sick k. then always lesbian one, quite disgusting lor.
then once you bend, everything can see & you sometimes don't even care can?!


forget it, i don't want to talk about it. 'cause you know why?
you, Stacy Lim Chiao Yen will only say that you will change, but will you? you ask yourself k.
then you always think that you are in the right, why must you admit that you are wrong? sometimes you are wrong!


school was boring, was like talking to Siew Woon all the way can. played her PSP also.
i pwn in the racing game, really! slept in Chapel then after that helped Mr Tan to put the PE equipemt into the PE store 'cause i got Bhisman's phone confiscated & i had to get it back.
after that, took a bus with Chee Cheng, Shirlene, Kathleen & Siew Woon to Far East to make the class tshirt.
took the same bus with Yu Quan, Vito & Yuan Zheng. YZ alighted at Prime & YQ & Vito alighted at Anicia's house bus-stop.
did the class tshirt thing then Siew Woon & Kathleen left first. then Chee Cheng, Shirlene & I took a bus back to Bishan.
they stopped at Funland then i went home. used the computer until now.
Yu Quan want me to download Maple, but download very long one leh! then he still want to train me -.-

Do you see how much I need you right now?