But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you & me

so sorry for the abrupt post & so sorry if i'm being too emo for you to handle.
if it's too emo, kindly leave my blog (don't say i didn't warn you)

seriously, sometimes i wonder "what are true friends" & "what does it take to be a true friend?"
friends like you guys have seriously made me wonder, do you guys really care about me?
do you guys know my handphone is confiscated? do you guys understand me well enough?
it's okay if the usuals in school don't really like me. even Jolyn is turning her back on me.
she hardly even talks to me, goes with them now a days. sometimes i really wonder, what am i?
even if i die, it doesn't make a difference because i'm a sucker. how well do you guys even know me?
will you guys listen to me cry all day? no!
i still remembered the day Kathleen ditched me for Stacy on the day i was crying so hard. oh, because she had a date with Stacy.
i can understand. but she couldn't sms me instead?
oh no she didn't. so i was left crying to myself all day till i was once again, happy.
bestfriends, bestfriends please, all the bullshit please save it for lying to your mothers. no more leaving out?
i doubt so. i feel so sorry for Chee Cheng & Shirlene thats why i go with them. being with them made me realise, they are the ones who care.
did i never help you guys once? what did i do to deserve this shit?!
how many times have you guys read my blog, asked me how i felt & how many times have you guys tagged to show your convern.
you guys will never call unless its for somethng important. the camp - you guys left me out like crap. did i complain? yes.
because this isn't the first time! Stacy is so pretty that wherever she goes, guys look at her.
limelight - all goes to her. boyfriends - everything she also got.
not like me, i can only like the person i want to be with in one corner. because i don't wna get hurt.
oh i also not very skinny, cannot wear shorts or short skirt go out? so sad right? Stacy can, i cannot :D
Jolyn, Kathleen, Cheryl, Siew Woon, Stacy are the ones that make me feel so fucked up everytime when i go out with them.

do what you deem fit. you can scold me on my tagboard, i don't care.
because to me, the world is just a place where i can waste my time.
instead of wasting my time, i can do more important things like studying.
~~love?~~

hatred! (: